there is no easy path

Do you ever wonder if you have missed the point in some senses? I have been really concerned about my life this week. I have always banked on music as my ticket into ministry, and that pastorship/missionary work is all something for when I am older. I believe God has given me a gift in music, and I am using it right now. I just feel a deeper calling in a sense. I really want to see lives changed in a day-to-day manner. I am really tired right now, so I might just be speaking out of my sleepiness. I just hope that I figure things out soon. For the record, this entry is just how I am feeling right now; it has nothing to do with my band or church. It is simply a diary entry, and a vent for frustrations in my life.